Living for my mom? (Very long)?

wow. you are a great kid. honest, dependable, obedient, but shackled. sweetie, you need to make your own way and your own decisions and your own mistakes and your own relationship with the Lord. stay in Bible study and prayer and ask Jesus the way out--a way that won't hurt your dear mom and will allow you to live your own life. ultimately, you need a job and then will need to simply tell your mom straight up that you are moving, and have a place ready to go to before you tell her so you do not have to put up with weeks of bad treatment before you move. God bless you, sister. stay in prayer. the Lord will make a way. i will pray for you too.